Just been thinking lately. My entire life right now is devoted to surviving, but what future lies in that? What's the point in continuing, I have no real "goal". If I keep running, I will live. But it will be an empty life. I live to live, basically. I need to find a purpose, i'm not going to stop running or anything. I just need a clear goal. Every other blog had a type of plot driving overarching mission or duty. I just run and tell stories about how fucking stupid I am. I don't try to save people, I don't try to kill it, I don't try to experiment with it any more. I am nearly worthless. I can't really explain it, its just one of those things you have to experience.
Right now, I need to focus on... Well damn, not a lot to focus on.
Just noticed I got a new follower, Doctor Mengele. Not entirely sure thats good.