#3:
CURRENT LOCATION STATUS: NEW YORK - STABLE
CURRENT PHYSICAL HEALTH STATUS: EXCELLENT - IMPROVEMENT
CURRENT MENTAL HEALTH STATUS: OKAY - IMPROVEMENT
CURRENT GOAL STATUS: STABLE
No
recent activity from Faceless in a few weeks, I should be glad but it
only makes me wonder what he's up too. Not entirely sure if good or bad.
I have kept a job as a cashier in an attempt to earn a little extra
money in case my alloded funds are dried. I practically survive on beans
and low amounts of fruit so food isn't a major money problem, but
travelling is. I remember one time, a month or two after I was Chosen, I
was all rallied up from the events that took place during Late 2010 and
Early-to-Mid 2011 so I devised another plan to kill Noface. It ended
with me having a broken leg and my psyche nearly destroyed. First thing I
did was take a plane to California. Robert was right, planes feel so
peaceful and natural. But anyway thats enough rambling.
I
only need to worry about him, I have never met a "Proxy" or anything,
which I find odd as everyone else seemed to have one. Once again, not
sure if its a good or bad thing. The lack of Slender-activity has
allowed me to ease off my defense and enjoy life a little more, I
actually went and socialized with some people. As I said in R#2 I don't
like social interaction but it helps sanity immensely. I was told I
looked like fermented shit, not too surprising. I get around four hours
of sleep, never brush my teeth, never wash my clothes, I don't care
about my appearance. I care about survival. But yeah, fun times all
around. I kind of forgot how life was before Ol' Faceless. No this
doesn't change anything, I won't try to fight him, if anything this
makes me want to avoid him even more.
I am glad I have
lived this long, no regrets or desire to stop, so many have been killed
before. I can only give them my greatest sympathy, only a small
percentage can endure the torture. Agh... Not suppose to take sides.
Never again, only leads to trouble.
I'm also glad I
made this blog, just writing about it seems to help me. I don't care if
anyone reads it but just doing this helps.other people and maybe form a
team.
I also google'd my last name and found THIS
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Belial. "It is also a term used to
characterize or embody immense wickedness of iniquity." "But for
corruption thou hast made Belial, an angel of hostility. All his
dominions are in darkness, and his purpose is to bring about wickedness
and guilt. All the spirits that are associated with him are but angels
of destruction." Well that's a wonderful last name for sure. Just
confirms that names have no greater meaning or anything.
I'm sorry, i'm just talking about unrelated things now. I find it difficult to keep on topic some times.
I apologize, this isn't much of a report. I just need to get a few things off my chest.
#4:
CURRENT LOCATION STATUS: NEW YORK - STABLE
CURRENT PHYSICAL HEALTH STATUS: GOOD - DETERIORATING
CURRENT MENTAL HEALTH STATUS:EXCELLENT - IMPROVEMENT
CURRENT GOAL STATUS:EXCELLENT - STABLE
Another update everyone.
I was told by an anonymous commentor that a mask and hoodie is classy runner shit and it helps sanity. So why the fuck not, I need every possible advantage I can get right about now. Went on a little shopping spree and got me a Hero of Space hoodie and a Ghostface mask. I look hilariously retarded with them on at the same time.
Lately there has been a shortage of blogs compared to the surge of 2009-2011. Pretty sure everyone from '09 and '10 are dead/insane/proxified. Not finding a lot of fellow 2011 survivors. Does this mean that we have drastically lost numbers?
Anyway, NO slendertivity at all for a month. He's planning something, he HAS to. I believe myself to be somewhat savvy, so I wont let my guard down.
Evil is winning as it is want to do. All the survivors that others rallied to are gone.
ReplyDeleteMy advice? Reconnect the fragmented community.
Reconnect?
DeleteMaybe. I thought about it before, but I am afraid no one would listen.