REPORT #3 and #4

#3:

CURRENT LOCATION STATUS: NEW YORK - STABLE
CURRENT PHYSICAL HEALTH STATUS: EXCELLENT - IMPROVEMENT
CURRENT MENTAL HEALTH STATUS: OKAY - IMPROVEMENT
CURRENT GOAL STATUS: STABLE

No recent activity from Faceless in a few weeks, I should be glad but it only makes me wonder what he's up too. Not entirely sure if good or bad. I have kept a job as a cashier in an attempt to earn a little extra money in case my alloded funds are dried. I practically survive on beans and low amounts of fruit so food isn't a major money problem, but travelling is. I remember one time, a month or two after I was Chosen, I was all rallied up from the events that took place during Late 2010 and Early-to-Mid 2011 so I devised another plan to kill Noface. It ended with me having a broken leg and my psyche nearly destroyed. First thing I did was take a plane to California. Robert was right, planes feel so peaceful and natural. But anyway thats enough rambling.

I only need to worry about him, I have never met a "Proxy" or anything, which I find odd as everyone else seemed to have one. Once again, not sure if its a good or bad thing. The lack of Slender-activity has allowed me to ease off my defense and enjoy life a little more, I actually went and socialized with some people. As I said in R#2 I don't like social interaction but it helps sanity immensely. I was told I looked like fermented shit, not too surprising. I get around four hours of sleep, never brush my teeth, never wash my clothes, I don't care about my appearance. I care about survival. But yeah, fun times all around. I kind of forgot how life was before Ol' Faceless. No this doesn't change anything, I won't try to fight him, if anything this makes me want to avoid him even more.

I am glad I have lived this long, no regrets or desire to stop, so many have been killed before. I can only give them my greatest sympathy, only a small percentage can endure the torture. Agh... Not suppose to take sides. Never again, only leads to trouble.

I'm also glad I made this blog, just writing about it seems to help me. I don't care if anyone reads it but just doing this helps.other people and maybe form a team.

I also google'd my last name and found THIS http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Belial. "It is also a term used to characterize or embody immense wickedness of iniquity." "But for corruption thou hast made Belial, an angel of hostility. All his dominions are in darkness, and his purpose is to bring about wickedness and guilt. All the spirits that are associated with him are but angels of destruction." Well that's a wonderful last name for sure. Just confirms that names have no greater meaning or anything.

I'm sorry, i'm just talking about unrelated things now. I find it difficult to keep on topic some times.

I apologize, this isn't much of a report. I just need to get a few things off my chest.


#4:

CURRENT LOCATION STATUS: NEW YORK - STABLE
CURRENT PHYSICAL HEALTH STATUS: GOOD - DETERIORATING
CURRENT MENTAL HEALTH STATUS:EXCELLENT - IMPROVEMENT
CURRENT GOAL STATUS:EXCELLENT - STABLE

Another update everyone.

I was told by an anonymous commentor that a mask and hoodie is classy runner shit and it helps sanity. So why the fuck not, I need every possible advantage I can get right about now. Went on a little shopping spree and got me a Hero of Space hoodie and a Ghostface mask. I look hilariously retarded with them on at the same time.


Lately there has been a shortage of blogs compared to the surge of 2009-2011. Pretty sure everyone from '09 and '10 are dead/insane/proxified. Not finding a lot of fellow 2011 survivors. Does this mean that we have drastically lost numbers?

Anyway, NO slendertivity at all for a month. He's planning something, he HAS to. I believe myself to be somewhat savvy, so I wont let my guard down.

ADDENDUM #1

Bonus post, this time i'll discuss a little about survival in the slenderworld.

You WILL get fucked up hard, physically and mentally. get stabbed or shot? No worries, the hospital can heal you up in three days!

Get mindraped into insanity? Never fear, your insanity will end soon because apparently the second you lose your touch on reality Selndrbob appears to wisp you away!

But no, it doesn't work like that. If you are physically wounded, the ambulance isn't always at your side. You won't magically heal up quick either.

Mental? Lets just leave the concept of "insanity" behind. If you doubt yourself. Even a little bit. You are losing. it means you are insecure. Become secure. Make your mind a locked safe with no combonation or key.

I never suggest "Fighting" Noface, its a pointless battle. I know I know, " But i'm different! He can't kill me!" I thought the same, and because of my reckless actions I indirectly led many people to their deaths. Please, don't be an idiot like me. You can fight back by running. All I do is run, I no longer conduct tests either, too risky. I have lived a long time and am not in much danger because of this.

An addendum will be a side post that I feel doesn't fit in a report or followup, just something of its own I will post whenever.

REPORT #1

"You never quite know what your getting into until its too late"

Words I lived by for most of my life, this blog is no exception.

Due to some difficulties explained in earlier posts, I deleted most of my posts and the introduction. Looks like its time to stop procrastinating and redo it.

This blog started out as a runnerblog (and still is) with me posting REPORTS, a week by week detailing what events happened during that week, and "Followups" (Detailing random parts of the year before this blog) for every REPORT I posted.

After many events I cancelled the "Followup" series because I did not trust my memories. Any memories that are not detailed here I do not trust. I have seen many many instances where the Slenderman could manipulate memories, and while I am not 100% sure I will not be taking chances.

Recap done, onto proper introduction.

My name is Adam (as you can plainly see) and I am a Runner, cladded in my Hero of Space hoodie and my Ghostface mask I try to NOT DIE at every corner, and so far it has worked. I had been running for around a year and a half prior to the creation of this blog. I have had the fortunate luck of never meeting a single "Proxy" in my slendercareer. Just me and ol' faceless.

That's basically all you need to know, I don't have a lot of time on my hands right now.

This post used to be REPORT #3 but I had to edit it because BLOGGER WON'T LET ME REARRANGE POSTS.